It's go time!

Alright, had her.  She's awesome...and worth the 67 pounds as always.  I went from 159 to 226...gross.  Here's me at 226.....

And me at 159.....

Yup, pretty drastic weight gain....now I need a drastic weight loss.  my goals:

no eating after 6:30 

TONS of water

NO sugar at all (family diet, shouldn't be TOO hard)

NO dairy at all! 

I'm at 200.2 right now...yikes!

I'd like to lose 15 pounds a month.....so I should be CLOSE to 160 by my birthday in June...CLOSE.  

Also, if my milk supply goes down, I won't compromise it to lose weight....this is my last baby to nurse, and I'd rather stay fat for a few extra months than not get to nurse her.  

However, i WILL be in my size 8's by fall!

and now, a reminder of why I gain gain gain every few years.....

WHAT?!

Ok, nothing really has changed in my diet, but I'm up to 207!!!! AHHH!!!!! I DO NOT want to break 212...which was my weight with Pearce.  I have been going to the gym a few times a week and stilled doing volleyball twice a week, but I think I need to cut back more calories.  I REALLY don't want a baby above 10lbs.  ugh!
Goal for the week.  Gym 3x, volleyball 2x, a nice long walk, no eating anything except grapenuts after 6pm and down one pound!

ugh, failed!

So my goal was to not hit 200 till Feb...I hit 200 Christmas weekend...and am already at 205.  needless to say, I'm doing a cleanse to get all the holiday junk out and hopefully maintain for at least a month.

30 weeks

Ok, last week I went in and I was 199, boo!  BOO!  I'm sure I'm at 200 now, but I'm not getting on the scale till I've had 3 good diet days in a row.  So this week, it WILL happen!  Not today, probably not tomorrow, but Mon-Wed will be AWESOME!    This week has sucked probably worse than any week EVER...EVER!!!!!!  And I'm for sure a stress eater, but things sucked so bad for two days of this week that I couldn't even eat.   So I did some stress eating, right into not eating, now back to stress eating, and holiday eating, ugh!  Lovely.  Tis the season!

Pregnant....AGAIN!

Alright, I totally forgot about this blog til this last week week when I went to the dr and found out I'm at 195!  And I'm only 27 weeks!!!!!! I hit 230 with Jaden, 255 with Kamryn, 230 with Boston and 219 with Pearce....I wanna stay lower this go.  I've been at 195 for a month now.  I've been trying to keep it around 2000 calories (OB said 2200 is what I should be eating to not gain too much weight) and I do 2 pregnancy work outs a day, a card and a toning, and play volleyball twice a week. I know this is nothing compared to the awesome turbo jammer I was with Pearcen, but I slacked off completely for 4 months of this, so I've gotta work my way back up.  Goal, 195 at the new year still.  ugh!  Then only 10lbs for the last 10 months.  It has been fun not worrying about what I eat, and not working out when I'm tired, but also, it's felt so good to be working out again.  


Daily Goals:
TONS of water
One sugary treat (holidays, come on!)
lots of morning protien
no eating after SEVEN!
2 veggies for dinner.

It's fine, whatever

Ok, so I worked so hard today to get to 158...didn't eat til 2, did a whole boot camp hour work out, turbo jam 20 minute workout, extra tricep dips and jumping jacks, vacumed the house, cleaned the bathrooms, pooped, got naked, and still only got to 159.  ugh!
I deserve it though.  I had 3 slices of veggie pizza on Friday night..>THREE!  yup, it had dairy..and YUP I didn't poop the next day.
And then Saturday, chipotle....it was all good stuff on the inside, I got the chicken fajita, no rice, no cheese, no sour cream, extra veggies and lttuce, but yup, I ate the tortilla...and I ate the WHOLE THING!
Whatever.  It was soo freaking good and I haven' thad chipotle in about a year, so suck it scale...SUCK IT!

Next monday....156!!!!!!!

Come back...

This week I did good as far as health diet, but as far as weight loss diet, not so great.... a lot of natural nut butter, raw honey and I even ate some homemade bread, which I was supposed to cut out this last week.  So needless to say, I felt great, but the scales were up to 165 on Saturday...which freaked me out. I think I need to start weighing in everyday.  But it helped me to do good on Saturday (other than the cookies I made for my sunday school class...I ate 3...first sugar in 2 weeks...ugh!).

And luckily today I was able to get down to 160.8 for weigh in thanks to....

an hour of this video on Netflix...it was killer for me.  It didnt' leave me sore, but it left my sweaty

 and a whole Sunday of apples

and pep talks throughout the week of why we hate to be fat with my friend Mel.  Everytime we chat, I we talk about everything, and then end up talking about crap that we ate that we hate, or how much we wanna get cute skinny clothes, and it motivates me for an hour or so.  Luckily we talk about everyday. We shoudl be skyping every few hours though  haha. 

This is her before she got pregnant and I was pregnant at the time and I hated her because I sent her that adorable dress for her birthday and it was a size SMALL!!!!! (plus her boobs didn't fade like mine when I lose weight...boo!)